PREVIOUSLY ON EP 06
EP 07
Take off your pant and spread your legs”, my mum ordered. (That was how strict my mum was)
“But why?” I inquired
“You said you are a virgin right? Oya let me check whether your hymen is still intact or you are deceiving me”
Those words hit me like a bolt of lightening. The very thought of my mum inspecting my virgin hole infuriated me. My countenance changed, I started to cry again.
“No mum, you can’t do that, It’s degrading. I won’t let you touch me”
“David! Daniel! Come here” My mum shouted from my room.
“If you won’t co-operate with me, i’ll tell them to hold you down for me, It’s either me and you, or you allow all the men in this house to see your nakedness today”
David and Daniel were already outside my door, inquiring why my mum wanted them. My crying intensified, a feeling of frustration enveloped me.
“Oya I’m waiting, or should I open the door for them?” My mum said impatiently.
Slowly, I obeyed her, with tears gushing out of my eyes in torrents.
I laid still, and moved my legs apart. What she was looking for, or hoping to find I had no idea.
By the time she was through, I wasn’t crying anymore. My countenance changed. It wasnt just sadness anymore. I was bitter. A feeling of anger and hatred overwhelmed me.
My mum, propped herself up, and walked away, without saying a word to me. She probably discovered I had told the truth, but pride and shame won’t let her apologize.
I turned around and looked at the wall clock, it was almost 1am, I have been deep in thought for hours. My mind went over the day’s activities.
My parents have locked me in a cage, my mum humiliated me. My father wants to kill me. I felt alone and depressed.
There was only one ray of sunshine for me today. Somebody loves me. He told me himself. I had never felt so loved before.
Despite all that happened today, i’ll do anything to get that kiss again, to fall helplessly into his caring arms.
He‘ll be my shoulder to cry on. I must see Matthew again, no matter what it takes. He alone can help me find happiness in this little world of mine where no one cares about my happiness.
But how do I escape from the watchful eyes of my parents? I know after today, dad will never allow me attend practice again. But I must find a way, I know just the right people who can help me. Sarah and Hannah. I can’t wait to see them.
